The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
for his name’s sake.
Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows. Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
This verse breathed life into me. I’ve heard it a thousand times, but that morning I saw something completely different.
Even though I walk through the darkest valley...You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
How beautiful a picture is that?? I read those words and I picture very dark mountains, surrounded by dark skies but in the valley where these mountains meet there is a feast. There is a large table prepared with delicious food. There is light and laughing and singing. There are friends. The air is filled with amazing smells! And I see the Lord inviting me to sit with Him at this table. The valley around us is otherwise draped in darkness and shadows of dangerous figures hiding as they linger outside the light. They cannot touch the table. There is peace, joy, beauty and hope. There is Jesus.
I adore tables for many reasons, but this verse, this picture of a table inspite of the spiritual war going on around us so we can take refuge with Him, gives me peace. We can sit at His table and find peace, nourishment and healing. He could have used a different word but He didn’t. He used a table to glorify Himself and what He will do for us while the broken world rages on around us. He is in control. Always has been.
It’s About Jesus
One thing I have learned from this experience is that these spiritual attacks are not about us. The devil could absolutely care less about us. But he is ravenous to defeat Jesus. He will do whatever it takes because it is all about Jesus. He will drag us down and speak lies to us that weaken our trust in Christ. The further he can drive us from Christ, the more he thinks he’s winning. We must stay rooted in the Truth of the Bible. Let me also be clear—spiritual attacks are not a sign of weakness for the believer but of strength and power. I strongly believe that those who pursue the Lord, have a close relationship with Him and trust Him are most at risk. Because we hold the power to spread the Gospel of Jesus like wild fire and THAT is life-giving, world redeeming.
Hurting Eyes
Since my experience, I feel like scales have fallen from my eyes. I am so aware of those hurting around me. I’ve always considered myself compassionate and a lover of people but this has brought me to a deeper level of empathy towards others. I sense the loss, the fear, the anxiety, the emotional and mental turmoil that someone may be experiencing. I understand on a completely different level how these internal attacks and lies can negatively effect ones thoughts, actions and well-being. I have had family members and close friends struggle with these heavy and debilitating thoughts and fears; some for a season others for years. I realize that my experience was incredibly short but it has given me invaluable insight into how I can help and comfort others going through these struggles. I will never know how truly hard these struggles can be, but I can meet those who are there perhaps better than I have ever been able to before and lead them to the light.
There’s Hope
I don’t know what you struggle with, dear reader, but we all struggle with something. If you do not know Jesus as your personal Savior, now is a good of time as any to find out who the Jesus of the Bible is. His loving sacrifice on the cross has made it possible for you to be in a real relationship with God. We must admit that we are not perfect and cannot approach a God who is, on our own merit, but because of Jesus we can. There’s hope. There’s grace. There’s Jesus. Sweet, sweet Jesus.
Below I’ve listed a few worship songs that we sang that Sunday morning. They were songs I believe God hand-picked for me that day. I hope they encourage you and speak to your soul.
Theres A Fountain Filled with Blood
Norton Hall Band
1 | There is a fountain filled with blood Drawn from Immanuel’s veins; And sinners, plunged beneath that flood, Lose all their guilty stains: Lose all their guilty stains, Lose all their guilty stains; And sinners, plunged beneath that flood, Lose all their guilty stains. |
2 | The dying thief rejoiced to see That fountain in his day; And there may I, though vile as he, Wash all my sins away: Wash all my sins away, Wash all my sins away; And there may I, though vile as he, Wash all my sins away. |
3 | Dear dying Lamb, Thy precious blood Shall never lose its power, Till all the ransomed ones of God Be saved, to sin no more: Be saved, to sin no more, Be saved, to sin no more; Till all the ransomed ones of God, Be saved to sin no more. |
4 | E’er since by faith I saw the stream Thy flowing wounds supply, Redeeming love has been my theme, And shall be till I die: And shall be till I die, And shall be till I die; Redeeming love has been my theme, And shall be till I die. |
5 | When this poor lisping, stammering tongue Lies silent in the grave, Then in a nobler, sweeter song, I’ll sing Thy power to save: I’ll sing Thy power to save, I’ll sing Thy power to save; Then in a nobler, sweeter song, I’ll sing Thy power to save. The Wonderful Cross Chris Tomlin When I survey the wondrous Cross On which the Prince of Glory died My richest gain, I count but loss And pour contempt on all my pride See from His head, His hands, His feet Sorrow and love flow mingled down Did ever such love and sorrow meet? Or thorns compose, so rich a crown Oh the wonderful Cross, oh the wonderful Cross Bids me come and die and find that I may truly live Oh the wonderful Cross, oh the wonderful Cross All who gather here by grace, draw near and bless Your name Were the whole realm of nature mine That were an offering far too small Love so amazing, so divine Demands my soul, my life, my all Oh the wonderful Cross, oh the wonderful Cross Bids me come and die and find that I may truly live Oh the wonderful Cross, oh the wonderful Cross All who gather here by grace, draw near and bless Your name Oh the wonderful Cross, oh the wonderful Cross Bids me come and die and find that I may truly live Love so amazing, so divine Demands my soul, my life, my all It's the beauty and the shame It's the glory and the name Wonderful Cross Oh the wonderful Cross, oh the wonderful Cross Bids me come and die and find that I may truly live Oh the wonderful Cross, oh the wonderful Cross All who gather here by grace, draw near and bless Your name Oh the wonderful Cross, oh the wonderful Cross Bids me come and die and find that I may truly live My Victory David Crowder Band You came for criminals And every pharisee You came for hypocrites Even one like me You carried sin and shame The guilt of every man The weight of all i’ve done Nailed into your hands Oh, your love bled for me Oh, your blood in crimson streams Oh, your death is hells defeat A cross meant to kill is my victory Oh, your amazing grace I’ve seen and tasted it It’s running through my veins I can’t escape its grip In you my soul is safe You cover everything Oh, your love bled for me Oh, your blood in crimson streams Oh, your death is hells defeat A cross meant to kill is my victory Be hold the lamb of god Who takes away our sin, Who takes away our sin The holy lamb of god Makes us alive again Makes us alive again Be hold the lamb of God who takes away our sin Who takes away our Sin the holy lamb of god Makes us alive again Makes us alive again Oh, your love bled for me Oh, your blood in crimson streams Oh, your death is hells defeat A cross meant to kill is my victory |